So as we all new today is new year's eve and I am kind of ready for the new year. There are some things that happened in 2008 that I wish had not happened but after tonight I will no longer dwell on them. In this new year I will work hard to make some changes and better myself...after all you are supposed to have some sort of growth every year and it seems like I did not grow any from 2007 to 2008. I will not make any resolutions because they are like promises...they are meant to be broken, I will not make any announcements about how I plan to grow because I am only changing for myself so I do not need to alert anyone, and I will not make any ridiculous demands of my body because that is just not me and even if I do not like it someone will. The new year will be just that a new year, it is a chance for you to start over or continue on the path that you have chosen; I will not be starting over or continuing on the same path but a combination of the two.
This year I hope to find a new love as it has betrayed me before, something that I am not proud of but something that was ultimately inevitable. I will not search for it, I will not beg for it, nor will I plead for it but I will pray for it because that is all I can do. All of the beaus from 2008 will not be replaced but removed as there will be no one there to pick up where they left off or to arouse a new fling in its entirety. When and if love is found it will be respected an cherished as a Carrie Bradshaw (Sex and The City) cherishes a pair of Manolo Blahnik "Mary Janes", this love will be like a breath of fresh air...it will allow me to be myself and allow my suitor to explore every iota of my being. It will be darling and much appreciated.
Enough about love...since tonight is THE biggest night of the year I will be attending LOVE the nightclub here in Washington, DC with my girls, I know I will probably wear this black knit dress with two pockets in the front...it's very cute and chic. The weather here is awful, it's very windy and little chilly but the wind makes it seem colder than it is...so I wanted to wear peep toes but I am actually second guessing that right now and thinking about another option. My other option is a pump but it has studs on it and I don't really like them a whole lot, they look better with jeans or better yet they look better with pants in general. I'm so confused...I will probably end up in ankle boots; but tonight will be the night and that is all that matters. I hope every has a happy new year and I will be back in 2009.
*MUAH*
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